Away, still not away

Well here we are, away, still not away

Apart, still connected somewhere

I may have seen this coming

But i chose to close my eyes

I could've avoided this situation

but let it carry on

I could've remain unfazed

but I let it bother me

I had to let it go

but I held on so tight

I could have chosen to breath

but I turned blue just waiting

And you, you were looking at my face

but you had close your eyes

You knew that I saw you pretending

and you still carried on

you saw my tears

but you called it the rain

you heard my prayers

but you chose to ignore them

you were near, yet so far away

I called your bluff and you still lied

you said you like my smile

but inside you wanted to see me cry

you saw I couldn't breath

but you still made me run

and then you said that we are connected

but we were away

I may have seen this coming

But i chose to close my eyes

So, here we are, away, still not away

Apart, still connected somewhere

Here we are, same as we used to be

but so different that it's hard to believe